Sad but True

i am going to fail
i don't do work
i don't go to school
yet
i still got 77%
on a science test
i wonder how the exams will go
...

I have no friends. I am sick of every body who doesn't care for me. I'm a sick chicken with overly large breasts.
fuck me
ugh.
depression sucks.
especially when only your doctor gets you
but maybe that's life
and i have to live
even when i want to die
or at least
self-mutilation
keeps me satisfied
for the time being
smoking
cutting
purging
what else?

i wish that i weren't so selfish.
but the truth is
im not
its just an excuse


- A M Y !